Pes to pia re...!!

Kai ekei pou ka8omai kai kanw ena tsigaro me ton kollhto mou sto proaulio tou sxoleiou,meta apo mia patagwdhs apotuxia sth geometria, i malakia peftei ''ntan'' katakoutela...
Oi spontes paizoun matrix panw apo to kefali mou kai i afeteria tou paixnidiou tous ksekina apo to stomataki tis M....!!
Milwntas genika kai aorista gia filies-@@ sxoliazei tin posh diproswpia uparxei s auton ton kosmo ton amoiro kai ton kako...
Ax!Pana8ema ton...!Paristanontas thn Ismhnh pou klaiei gia ton xamo ths aderfhs ths Antigonhs...Etc pou les me ena tetoio ufos...koitaei to to apeiro..kai me to vlemma ths moiraias gunaikas leei:''Posoi an8ropoi eina diproswpoi...Ti 8apsimo exw faei egw?''...Ennowntas oti to 8apsimo ths to exw prosferei egw afilokerdos...
WHAT???? Den to sxoliazw kai sunexizw thn tzoura mou kanonika...





Arage ftaei autos pou 8avei h autos pou tou dinei thn aformh..??
Giati prospa8w kai lew oxi Soula,shmera mhn sxoliaseis ths malakioules ths M....
alla pws na krati8w otan akouw arloumpes i gunaika..
Ksereis ti einai na akous apo thn allh oti logw tou oti oi goneis ths den thn afoinane na vgei mia epoxi pou ta eixe me ton Stefano...(O 8eos kai i psuxh tou an uphrxe),mesa sthn apelpisia ths pidhkse apo ton 2o orofo ths mezonetas ths xwris na pa8ei gratsounia...
Oute o Spiderman tetoia epituxia afou kai autos thn glitwne me 2-3 gratsounitses ante kai kanena diastremmataki sou lew egw..
Ma ka8omai kai skeftomai...
Pws na mhn asxolei8w,otan h allh mas leei mprosta ta matia mas..."Kserete epeidh eiste malakes,prepei na fate oti egw pidiksa apo ton 2o orofo kai ama laxei na me xeirokrothsete kiolas...''


Eimai enantion tou koutsompoliou kai mporw na pw oti to xeirotero mou einai na me peis koutsompola..
Kapoies fores omws ka8esai kai skeftesai oti den exei kamia aksia na asxoleisai me pragmata pou den se aforoun kan..kai auto einai to swsto...ti kaneis omws otan o allos prospa8ei na se phsei oti h gh einai tetragwnh??
Apla den to sxoliazeis 8a mou peis...
Otan omws eisai au8ormhtos tupos an8ropou den 8a guriseis na tou peis'' Ti les re filaraki??''..kai meta autos den 8a sou apanthsei''Auto pou akouses..''?
E...! Meta den sou menei kai tpt allo ap to na pareis thn kollith sou thlefwno kai na sxoliaseis thn paralogh apopsh tou atomou autou..Me apotelesma na mpaineis sto tripaki tou koutsompoliou 8a mou peis...
Exeis dikio...Alla an 8ewreitai koutsompolio na ekfrazeis face to face auto pou niw8eis sto atomo pou to niw8eis tote den 8ewreitai koutsompolio afou exeis hdh kshgh8ei me ton allon..!
Tespa h ennoia koutsompolio einai mia eurhterh ennoia kai ennoieitai pws einai antikeimenikh...
Auto pou 8elw na pw egw gia na kleisw einai pws prepei na afhsoume ton allon na pei thn malakia tou na thn euxaristh8ei kai apla na mhn to sxoliasoume...an pia den mporoume..as tou to poume sta isa...Ta piswplata einai xeirotera....!

xxxxx

soula!!

Les na mporw??

Kleinontas to thlefwno apo mia dekalepth sunomilia me thn kollith mou apofashsa na postarw..
Arage giati gyrname suxna sta palia??
Anamnhseis,antikeimena,mousikh kai diafora alla mporoun na mas gurisoun sta palia kai na mas kanoun na nostalghsoume katastaseis kai proswpa..
Kata poso omws einai kalo auto??
Kata poso einai kalo na gyrname se katastaseis pou isws mas vasanizan kairo ospou na tis kseperasoume??Mazoxismos h apla mia morfh nostalgias??
Polles fores exoume anarwth8ei "les na mporw na to kseperasw?''...
Ths eipa na petaksei ka8e antikeimeno pou afora ekeinon...ths eipa na proxwrhsei mprosta..
Prepei na to kanei..
Oloi prepei na to kanoume kapoia stigmh..
O ka8enas mas ana pasa stigmh mporei na gurisei sta palia omws skepsou poso odunhro einai an auto to ''piswgurisma'' sunodeuetai apo mia mousikh upokroush kai mia fwtografia...
Anagkastika vazoume ton eauto mas se mia katastash anamonhs..
Perimenontas na ksanakseperasoume authn thn katastash pou kaname pws kai pws na thn kseperasoume..
Den aksizei na to pairname olo auto...Apla mia skepsh ekeinh thn wra mporei na mas kanei apeu8eias na koitaksoume mprosta..
H skepsh ths amfidromhs nostalgias kai oxi ths monodromhs...
H skepsh tou oti esu ka8esai kai vazeis ton eauto sou sthn diadikasia na ksanaziseis olo auto,na mperdeuteis thn stigmh pou ekeinos/ekeinh den uparxei periptosh na niw8ei auto pou niw8eis esu..
E.. oxi..!Parapaei..mhn metaniwneis gia tipota pou exeis kanei kai exeis zisei..alla mhn vazeis ton eauto sou na ksanazisei olo auto..Go on..!
Sou aksizei na zeis gia sena..
Einai an8rwpino...kai 8a klapseis kai 8a poneseis kai 8a nostalghseis..omws otan auto kseperastei mhn epitrepseis na ksanaginei...
Panw apo ola ec..!!

"Eimai sto rafi"

Eimai sto rafi..Ekfrash pou thn sunantas suxna apo kopeles...
Shmainei thn monaksia kai thn ateleiwth xamhlh autoektimhsh tou eautou tous..
Polu epistimonikh ekshghsh gia mia toso aplh ekfrash ee?
Ki omws etc einai..
Pws alliws mporei na metafrastei mia tetoia frash pou dhlwnei oti ksereis kati eimai sto rafi kai mporeis na peraseis na me deis kai an sou aresw na me apokthseis..Rolos pou exei kai to ka8e proion sto rafi enws soupermarket...
Pou einai omws h gnwmmh kapoiou atomou pou einai sto rafi?
Pou8ena..
Otan agorazeis kati gia paradeigma, ekeino to kati pou agorazeis kai eisai etoimos na to apokthseis gia ikanopoihsh ths dikis sou euxaristhshs den exei kanenan logo gia to pou 8a katalhksei..
Etsi den einai?
Den pisteuw pote na exeis parei sokolata kai na sou exei pei"Den 8elw na me fas esy,den eisai omorfos"...
Auto sumvainei kai me ta atoma pou uposthrizoun oti einai sto rafi..
Kanoun dexth thn ka8e protash,opoioudhpote gia mia sxesh...apotelesma xamhlhs autoektimhshs kai pali...Vevaia ta perissotera tetoia atoma pisteuoun oti den mporoun na exoun to dikaiwma epiloghs..
Ma ti les kura mou??
Einai dunaton na les nai ston moustakalh,apluto ntalikerh pou 8elei na kanete sxesh?
Epeidh esu nomizeis oti afou den se prosekse pote kaneis ir8e h wra na arpakseis thn eukairia ap ta mallia?
Are you crazy darling?
Hr8e loipon o kairos na katevoume apo to rafi kai na uposthriksoume tis dikes mas apopseis kai epiloges..
Kai mhn ksanakousw eimai sto rafi...
8a ta parw...!